PAUS KAYANG

You got me wide open  Now I'm sure, because you found me when i'm heart broken on the floor.  You Became my salvation, salvation  Through the mourn. thank you, i really happy when you're near to me  But out in the rain i looking for a sunshine.  I was called your name for a long time ago, but you’re still like a ghost. why you disappear from me? why you so far away from me? In that time, i tired and I let you disappear. but sometimes i was like "i should’ve never let you go".  sometimes, I want to say just for the record "t hat you still got my heart and my soul"  And though we’re worlds apart  Yeah, I gotta let you know about this for a long time. Someone tried to break through the walls that  I built up for you, but they don’t compare to you  and now I'm free falling  In your eyes.  You got me still calling your name.  no sur prise. you try to wash away the tide but it n ever gonna fade, no one can touch the flame or tame the fire. Please gi

The first think i thought about the holiday was “it will be great time for me to have rest, and i will make myself happy with my own way”. What am i doing in home when holiday comes? Of course, the first think was watching TV. I really like watching movies on tv. I saw a “baby day care” film. It was a good movies, in the night i watch “hangovers”. From that movies, i learn how fun is a “friendship”. I don’t like getting up early on weekends, sometimes i sleep until 10 O’clock. But in holiday, i forgot all of my nap time. I sleep at 2 O’clock in the morning, and i forgot to pray. That was a bad idea to wake up all night and watching movies.  In the 2nd day of holidya, i was went to the “BGJ” mall, or people in surabaya called it “BG juncion” mall. In that mall, there are so many DVDs and VCDs. I spent my fifty thousand rupiah for buying a VCD. I completed my Harry Potter’s movies, the pirates of caribean, iron man, and many more. Actually i’m often go out when holidays come. S

Cewek beda sama cowok. Cowok itu kalau jatuh cinta langsung dari hati, kalau cewek enggak. mereka cintanya di pikir. mangkanya cewek kalo di tembak "eh, kamu mau gak jadi pacar aku?" jawabanya pasti sama "bentar ya, pikir - pikir dulu". itu lah kenapa cewek banyak yang nyebelin. menurut gue terkadang semua itu gak harus di pikir. Gue pernah mengalami suatu kejadian yang absurd sekali. gue pernah suka sama cewek, ceweknya cantik, asik, pinter, baik. gue sempet PDKT sama dia gak lama sih PDKTnya cuman 2 minggu. setelah itu dia ninggalin gue. iya, jadi mantan gebetan. lucu banget, dia lebih milih cowok yang lebih buruk daripada gue. Gue merasa seperti "ah, apa sih yang dia punya? dia itu bukan cowok baik - baik". Cewek macarin cowok yang bukan cowok baik - baik. tapi pas di putusin cewek bilang "semua cowok sama aja". Cowok itu beda, cowok itu gak sama semua, kalian aja yang ga bisa liat. Cewek sama cowok itu beda bang